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The mystery lurks in the pit of my soul
locked away
the key never to be seen again
The mystery lurks in my deep brown eyes
locked away
the key never to be seen again
The mystery lurks in the beat of my heart
locked away
the key never to be seen again
The mystery lurks behind the deceitful smile
locked away
the key never to be seen again
The mystery lurks between the lines
locked away
the key never to be seen again
The mystery lurks within I
locked away
where it will stay
Never to be seen again.
I've officially finished high school December 4th but i haven't been there for a bout a month now and it's truly amazing how time just slips my mind. I couldn't believe it today when I woke up that tomorrow is already thanksgiving! I mean where has the time gone?...Well I mean I was just watching these video's of my family acting a fool right before my father left for the military last year. Crazy stuff, I mean is it me or is time flying? I mean jeez wait for me! Ya know? lol I am sitting here thinking to myself that I am official about to begin my life. I mean my boyfriend said something that really sparked something in my mind he said "time was always ahead of us but now it is finally here" I mean I remember going into highschool thinking, man! I wonder where I will be when I am 18 years old! well I am 18 years old and it's amazing that this is the make or break point of my life. Whether I become a successful woman depends on the decisions I make here on it. Though, I know I am kind of jumping from topics I just felt neccassary for me to mention that I wish we could all have the oppurtunity to make it to 18, to graduate highschool, to go to prom, etc...I was thinking about someone that just past away around last week her name was Ashlee she died of cancer at 14 years old. I feel that so many people even myself lost the pleasure of truly getting to know a amazingly strong person. I always say that though I was in an accident, and almost lost my life it could've been worse. I could've had cancer, I could've been paralyzed and so on and so forth. But it just hurt my heart to know that this young lady well never get the chance to accomplish some of the little things we all take for granted. And I would just like to say I think we all come to a point were we just assume tomorrow is going to come and we just let time get away from us. I feel that especially if you have never been through a traumatic expierence you end up taking life for granted because you have never had an expierence to show you that tomorrow is never promised. Time owe's us nothing. And I remember when I got into my accident I lost so much that day but I am still here unlike the other people I met in the hospitial. The hospitial was the last place they would ever see and they were all just as young as me 12,11,10 years old so young, so fragile, there lives never even got a chance to truly get started. That goes to show you life truly is unfair. I know I am kind of just babbling but my mind is in so many different places right now. I would just like to take these last few sentences and say Rest In Peace Ashlee, I wish I could've truly got to know you. You are so much more of a strong person than I and I give your family my best of luck and I hope your in a better place. With Love. Until my next blog everyone have a great holiday.