A Beautiful Proccess

I figured instead of posting some poetry, I'd just do a little chatting for the moment. Well today was a decent day started off with school and hanging with my boyfriend. Though something was different today, we worked on a little bit of me driving it was really nice in fact I had a lot of fun. See! though somethings stood out to me today, something odd at that. We made love today just as beautiful and amazing as always but what stood out to me today was the fact not only was it very emotional for me for some strange reason but afterward oddly enough I was having these crazy self-esteem issues. I don't know why, that's the crazy thing. He and I after making love sat in silence just enjoying each others presence and it was touching like wise though. But, afterward we went to make another attempt at it and I just had this terrible feeling I couldn't shake it. But I mean going on 11:00pm I began to feel a tad bit better so we shall see how things go I suppose. Its truly funny though how he and I just go together so well though, though I have realized some things about his past... I mean other than that he truly makes me smile. I love to look in his eye's and look at that smile of his it's mind bottling it really is I love him I truly do. 3 years has gone by and though we have hit some major bumps we managed to pull through, truly I don't know how we did it. When I was sure that we were through we always managed to pull through and it's been a heartbreaking process but I plan us to go on for years but I don't want to sound like one of those young babbling females that talk about "how deeply in love they are after 2 days of being together" so we will leave it at that. Well I just thought for a moment I would let out a few things about today and what I have thought about. Later Day's peeps!

Broken Angel

Broken Angel
By: Taylor Darden

It seems as if I've fallen
Fallen from the sky
They say I used to soar an
turn the sky into lust,love,&happiness
But that was
once upon a time.
Is this the name of the game...
thinking about a time
were my wings took me
to a place were the average eye could not see
a place that no one knew
but only dreamed of.

I used to lye on a cloud
sleep on a star
skate on the moon
&& on the way to come find you
I seemed to of lost the way
lost in the darkness I found myself falling.
My deepest fears came true.
an thou wings had broken.
the nightmares anchored me down
And from there I watched
the dreams crash and burned.

Now here I stand
on this very gray day
while the rain is pouring my tears
that I shed.
As I think to myself
I love it when it rains cause no one sees
this broken angels cry...

Moments In Time

Day's to come
Hours to embrace
Minute's to Chase
Seconds to race..
Here we are
At this very moment
I see nothing but you.
At this very moment
I feel nothing but your
warm embrace...
Here we are
At this very minute
heart's beating to every second
Kiss me before the moment is gone....

Don't look up
Don't look down
Close your eyes
Take my hand
Hold it tight.

Let's take a flight
at this very moment
this very day
this very second.

Hurry an kiss me
an never forget...
don't look back
don't look ahead

capture the very moment
where you hold me in your arms..

Moment's have come
Moment's have left
Day's turned to hours
Minutes turned to seconds.
Life's a hour glass
An the sand is almost up.

Time is limited
but we are forever
an when our hour glass
is up.
we well fly away together.
an capture the moment
we defined forever...

My Credo

My Credo
By : Taylor Darden

I believe in

Laughter healing the deepest of wounds,

Finding strength against the odds,

and falling deeply in love with another

But to not make the best out of a situation is just a slow torture to the mind,
body and soul.

I believe in things happening for a reason,

I believe in the coming an going of people,

I believe in second chances because we all learn from are mistakes
an try to make a difference.

I believe in the purity of children

An the stubborness of a overprotective father,

And making my mistakes for my own reference an expierence

And the longing to better my life

The warmth in my mothers embrace,

I believe in following my gut feeling.

An I believe there's alway's sun to come after the rain.

Brand New Woman

Brand New Woman
By: Taylor Darden
Written: 4-2-2009

Classy, Intelligent, Confident
Determined to become everything I ever wanted to be
Promises were made, they were sealed with a kiss

I fell 10 times over again...
Whispers told me what to expect but the stubbornness in the
pit of my soul wasn't ready to let go, to give up!

As if the future was predicted
Whispers became reality
&& the seal was broke along with the hope that filled
fragile heart...

Lost for days
Searching for something similar, for something familiar
soon realizing familiar was gone.
realizing today was a new day of a new life...

Now I stand tall
The woman that well never again fall
Proud to be all that I am
never regretting all that I did...

Finally everything I wanna be
more stubborn than ever
more passionate than ever
I once was lost but here I am
& as I stand I'm a brand new woman

Complex
Written: Sept/19/2009
Listening to: Linkin Park- Leave out all the rest.
By: Taylor a. Darden (me)

More than what you see
Something that needs thought
What takes more then 5 minutes
Meaning more then simple
Higher than High
Makes adrenaline burst in your veins
Anticipation dwindles
Hormones Raging
Emotional...
Occupations & Hobbies Crumble
Number one Priority
Adds up to unlimited
Complex to even the most complicated of minds
This what you get when you think of me

A true individual, originiator, motivator and leader