Its been a while Mr. Crocadile!

Anyway's it's been a while since, I wrote in this little blog of mine. I just have been consumed with somethings. I have been in a terrible amount of pain. I have been very irritable and having little patience for anyone's stupidity. I don't know what exactly to say. Oh! I am going to the doc's tomorrow to tell him how terrible I have been feeling. But, see it's been 5 years since my accident and I can almost use my phsycic abilities to know what he's going to tell me. Honestly, it's not that I am being negative cause believe me I know sometimes even though a situation is bad I know how you handle it, and how your attitude towards it well either make it harder or make it a tad bit easier. So thats not my issue but my biggest thing is I am becoming Nuetrul like I just choose not to think about it anymore... I choose not to stress over this shit I cannot change. I just don't know at this point in time. I dont know how to handle it because all this pain, it's like it really is tiring. It makes it hard to stay optimistic but I try to keep a good grip on it and keep my shit in check. Cause I know there are people out there that have it way worse than myself. lol! I just realized you all are probably wondering what in the hell is she talking about? what's wrong with her?... Well I'll save that one for tomorrow's post.(dramatic music plays) Dun dun dunnnn. lol Later